I'm not used to write very personal things here (I don't know why I made this blog actually), but I think maybe this post can be an exception...
Last Thursday was the ACM-ASCIS Welcome Party.. The party was wonderful.. mm.. with some small mistakes.. but I think we learned a lot from those mistakes (I did actually)..
Anyway... For me, it was more than just a party.. well.. The past 2 weeks before this party, I was having so many problems (el 7amdolellah).. & esp @ college.. I was really so depressed from everything.. my dreams began to fade away & that was increasing when we had small provoking problems (like posters hanging, throwing away our T U stuff.. etc)
Although the results appeared & el 7amdolellah, it was good.. but that didn't change a lot of my status.. I felt that one should leave this country after graduation cause there's no hope to make anything in it better.. I never in my life was so much depressed as those 2 weeks... till the day of the party...
What the party made to me??.. well.. I began to feel "Hope" again..
I saw it in the eyes of the attendants in this party.. I saw it in the "Team work" from all our team members... I saw it in the "commitment" of everyone of us.. & much of more, I FELT it deep inside...
el 7amdolellah.. THANK YOU everyone cause this party returned life back to me...
& here I am.. still dreaming & still hoping.. :)
